Another issue is that you may have learned as a small child that money changes a person. It can change your family members. For example, that having a lot of money can turn your husband into a jerk. You also learned that the more money you have, the more stress you have, and the more complicated your life is.
All these years you may have had a black hole in you, the feeling that you were not complete, that you were broken and scarred. You had a lifelong fear that goodness and money would never come to such a broken person, that only ‘good and proper’ individuals lead a very abundant life.
Be kind to yourself with these realizations. It was complete survival mode that you put up a cement wall around your heart. It was all that you knew how to do. SEE that this cement wall blocked abundance from you. This wall can be shattered forever by sheer Divine Grace. ... Slow down in life ~ Be gentle on yourself."
Excerpt from Writings from the One
By Julia Desmond
Awakened Oneness Meditator
Image: Cinderella's Evil Stepmother & Two Evil Stepsisters
Julia will be at SoulScape Books in Encinitas this weekend for an OM and book signing.